Hmm i really have nothing much to talk about now. Come to think of it, what did I talk about in all those previous posts? So many long entries but I cant remember anything. Theres really nothing much for me to say nowadays, since nothing much happens to me in my banal existence in the stupid SAF. I basically talk alot of crap to my friends in camp, because this makes time pass so much faster...seriously, nonsense is like a fast forward button on life's remote control. But army is the super turbo charged manual override that has SLOW MOTION written all over it. Anyway. I think I shall devote a portion of this entry to some of the people I know. Oh man I'm becoming an attention whore and a name-dropper! KILL ME! Here we go.
THE BRANDON'S FRIENDS LETTERS
Scribble one.
To :[3rd Sergeant] Melvin Er Guan Ping
Hello man. Wonder how life has been for you...not only in the past 3 months, but the past year. Its not that army has made me too busy to see you anymore...looking back on my J2 year, I realize that it;s kinda my fault that i didnt set aside enough time for you. I really am sorry, because although I don't know what I am to you, to me you are one of the best friends I have ever had. I can't really say why I feel so comfortable talking [crap and nonsense] with you, but I feel like I can just sit down with you and tell you everything...or that we can just stone around and say nothing and yet have a good time. This is saying alot, because I'm not the type of person who makes friends easily...and I don't really consider myself like, close to anyone. You are truly a very rare find, and I'm really damn lucky to have gotten to know you. Being in Percussion with you was seriously an honour, even though you took away my drumset part for Lion King. The memories we have together, and the beatings I have sustained from you whenever I don't want to tell you stuff, will be stored somewhere in my heart. Yeah. I'd just like to apologize for not going out with you as often as both of us wanted to last year. I realize that I got my priorities all wrong, and that I should never cast you aside or anything, and totally devote my time to other things. What I did was seriously idiotic, and it's to your credit that you still are my friend. I don;t want us to drift apart from each other, because I just know that I will never ever find someone remotely like you in my entire existence. So ironic that I have only realized and admitted this during NS, the period of my life when I arguably have the least time to do anything. It's really frustrating, even more so because I have a plethora of things to do. I hope you don;t think I'm the type of person who befriends people only when I'm down, only to ignore them when my situation improves...although I would understand if you did think that way. As is the case with all expressions of regret, I wish that I could go back one year and do things differently and stuff. But, as is the case with all expressions of regret, that's just retarded. The only thing I can do now is pray that we will still remain good friends...I'll try my best to undo what I've done...and I will certainly be more honest and open with you. Thank you very much for enduring my rubbish all this while.
TO BE CONTINUED
Yeah basically Im too hungry to write anymore. Will do so next time. I LOVE CARAMEL LATTE.
5 days of torture and 2 days of bliss. But its all worth it. Every single minute. Just for you.
What shall I eat tonight? I'm thinking pasta.
taika told you a secret at
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thank you. for everything.
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